And 2 years later...yeah :P

Eeeeek the last time i posted was so long ago gee, i tell ya, i suck at blogging. Ok so, i have been working a lot a lot.

I made some Elegant Gothic Aristocrat outfits, i called it Nocturnal Sonata, it has tons of details, heavy barroque fabric, colored details and tons of sculpted and prims details. It comes in several colors to pick from, i made all the textures wooo! Yeah they are all hand drawn. Go me lols.

So since i loved the dress, i made it on a suit for guys too or unisex if you arent too much into puffy skirts. They both have neck bows, sculpted prim neck and other things. Here the pics :)

The blood colored one:



The green one:



Im just posting example pics cus i could flood the blog with all the colors and it would be a line of pictures, so boring uh? Now unto the guys ones:

The purple one:



And the dark blue one:



They looked ultra goth, elegant and you can mix match the pieces with other outfits, that versatile they are mwahaha! :)

|I'm still alive....

A year later more or less im again posting here WOW how fast time flies, i cant believe it. You might wonder what happened here....well one, i had to take a rest from SL, the stress got me and other RL things piled up and really got me into this spiral of depression, anxiety and lots of more things. I been doing things for the store and trying to not let it die, if you have visited it lately, you can see what i mean. I havent done as much as i would like to, for several reasons...when i got back to SL i found that the amount of designers, stores, fashion blogs have not just duplicated, they grew like grass and now they are all around im AMAZED :O really and some of the new designers are just simply wonderful, amazing....im speechless from some of the stuffs that i have found people has done in SL, really...i tell you this from the side and the point of view of a creator, i have to fight with textures, lighting, wrinckles, try to make the clothes more and more and more realistic, with sculpted prims, with amazing designs...is just wow...im really speechless and stressed v_v yesterday i was a bit down thinking...wth im doing in SL with all this new designers??? OMG how am i to keep going...yeah i know, a friend told me...dont read the blogs but i do it as a way to keep updated on what is going on, right? but im thinking its not good for me, so well...i should stop.

As for what i have done with the store, i rebuild it, cus i was running out of space...i bought a bunch of land in gemmed, but the design of the sim has this pierces around that allows you to walk, since the sim is a water sim. Those piers are Governor Linden owned, i cant build there and the sim is in a weird angle, plus the land has weird shapes. I was pondering on moving the store to a bigger plot of land i got...dunno if to do it or not...you will find out soon.

Ok now to my latest creations...i have done a lot of things in the past months and i havent posted any of it, so go pee, drink something or bring something to drink while i display some of my latest creations ;D

In no particular order, cus i dont remmeber really....here they are.

The Agent Provocateur, named after a band i just recently discovered...well i have heard some of their songs but i didnt know who they were v_v!!




Now here we have...Hell cat, Red Teaser, Black heart and Knitted Outfit :)



A Demoness Skin with 3 different make ups



Some goth skins with lots of make ups...





A im starting a new line of skins inspired in the living dead dolls...here the first one:


Ophelia dress....Victorian dress with steampunk details...mix of a lot of things actually...you can wear it in several ways..lots of outfits from one dress :)




Some Gothic Lolitas...in lots of colors



I'll keep updating later

Party animals! wooooo

So the party was a success, it was more than i ever dared to dream in my wildest dreams thank you all :D here i will post some pictures. It lasted more than 12 hours so hah woooow hehe

There were so many ppl i was so happy to see you all. Old friends, some names that are very familiar to me cus i know you are my constant buyers well now i can put a face next to that name and its awesome. Even that the raffle ball never worked...(i swear i tested it before the party and it worked just fine v.v) ppl stayed around :D

Then Salem all nervious cus it was her first formal gig and she did awesome, played all my favorite songs so nice!...then Sergei playing some of his industrial collection very nice too.

And then mom cracking up the store with rock, metal and punk...it was fun as hell! and ppl stayed in the store all the time...i hoped we would not crash the sim cus my neighbors would yell at me and we never did! the sim is awesome i swear it is..and thats why noone sells their land there lol...i want some more...i need prims!! *coughs* erm ok back to the party...

There was so many ppl there most of the day, i swear...and i was so nervious thinking noone would show up...cus it was a holiday weekend and i didnt know about it. but all went great more than great thank you all that made my party even more special :))

Party, ancient history and blogs! what a ncie mix ;)

Well i have been awfully busy omg i cant believe it lol...and all is cus ppl...my store is turning 2 years old in SL and im celebrating it!! i posted posters in my store and i made invitations that i sent to all the ppl in my friendlist and to others that arent there. I hope some of you can make it. Here i will post the poster so you can read the info, if you have questions or wanna know something else IM me in world and i will try to asnwer ASAP.



Then my pretties as Don says *giggles* LOL, Goth1c0 got blogged in some fashion blogs, so exciting lets see first we have the first review Goth1c0 gets in Second Style man blog...yeah im so excited, you have to read what Aidan Recreant said omg his wording to describe my work left me with my jaw open, really was sweet here is the link:
http://www.second-man.com/new-angel-of-death-goth1c0.html


Then sweet Sasy Scarborough posted about my Tokyo Gothic Lolita, the cage skirt brought her so many memories of her childhood, its is funny how something so simple can trigger strong feelings that you didnt even know they were still there, you gotta read about this, here is the link:
http://appearancemode.blogspot.com/2007/05/childhood-memories.html

And last but not least, sexy Ben Vanguard took sexy pictures of some of my items from Goth1c0 and Zona Cero. I definetly envy the good eye he has to mix and match outfits so well and he always gets the perfect hair, skin and accesories for every outfit, if you are concerned on how you, as a guy, look in SL then you gotta check his site. Here is the link:
http://www.slmen.com/category/sl-men-supporters/goth1c0/

And you know well i hope the party goes well...i have had lots of things happening and i still need to finish tons of things. I am looking forward to the party hoping i can see lots of new faces but lots of my old friends too.

I created Goth1c0 after a breakdown with someone very dear to me and my friends pushed me to sell the few things i started to create for myself, because my stippend i got weekly was never enough to buy what i wanted and...just think, at that time SL was not what is it now, i used to collect all the goth prims booth and items i could find and it was not even up to 10 hahaha.




So my store started in this same sim where is sitting now and almost the same size of land, with only 5 items and my huge building that comes from some manga i was reading at that time. here i prove of what im telling xP



The store grew, i bought more land but i had to leave SL for some weeks in november of the same year i openned and i sold most of the land i had, but i left the store open, with some new additions but not nearly to make a big inventory...I lost my internet cus i couldnt afford it and i was about to lose my premium account in SL and my land too and the situation in my RL was very desperate because i couldnt find a job, and its when i decided to get into clothes design full time. And from here my store started to grow and its what it is now ^^.

I always strive to do better things, to get better on what i do but im a spaz and sometimes passes an entire month before i release something, and you would not believe the amount of things i work on but i finish few until the mood strikes me (sp?) woo...sorry for my bad english...

Oh well i just wanted to share a bit of old history with you guys...ciaatiooos!

Kei :)

Tokyo comes to Goth1c0

So yeah i have been pretty busy...i got my other store open and its doing pretty well, but i had this project on the process for some weeks ago and here i finally got to finish it...my new gothic lolita dress...i called it Tokyo and it has this crazy amount of detail:

- Prim neck with flexi ribbons.
- Top with white lace and satin corset.
- Tall gloves with black lace too.
- Belts skirt.
- Prim skirt (not flexi)
- Hot pants with ribbons too
- Garters with mesh stockings



I love how it looks and for those pretty boys out there...you can wear it too just dont wear the prim skirt...or wear it....you will look like a cute bishie!

Then i made for the sadistic ones a corset piercing with a silky blouse held with ribbons, it comes in 6 colors to pick from. The front part of the blouse falls nicely over the clevage covering what is necesary and leaving bare part too *grins*



Then i have a vinyl corset, this one comes in 8 colors all very bright. The corset has ribbons on the front and the back too. Very sexy, just look at it and matching it with the hairs i thought it was fun too.



Well thats all for now i got other stuffs too but i need to finish taking pictures, thats the part i hate the most...bleh hehe ;P

Take care *waves* ^^

Goth1c0 @ SLmen

Oooh and i forgot to mention!

Ben used my jeans one of his outfit of the day in his blog, here you can check it. He makes things look oh so sexy and i always like how he mix and match things.

http://www.slmen.com/category/sl-men-supporters/goth1c0/

ciaos ;)

PS: Oh another thing...dont i tell you a spaz...i openned my new store Zona Cero it is in icewater infront of my Goth1c0 store there. Wohoo...thats all folks have a nice day/night/evenning...whatever ^^

Wings of destruction

Soooooo clothing fair is gone and i released this necklace there and i forgot to blog about it, i tell you im a spaz...a big spaz hehe. The necklace has more morbid if you wanna call them that way, details. A razorblade and a skull with wings. Long rotten chain as part of it and more metallic rotten charms too.

Enjoy! :)

Clothing Fair!!

The clothing Fair will be openning its doors tomorrow 26th. There is a big list of designers that had set up their stores to show some of their creations and im among them woaa yeah :D woooo!

Here some pictures of my store over there. Come check around and dont forget to vote for your favorite designer ;D








Come check it out...dont miss it i tell you all is for a good cause, supporting RFL ;P

Ciaos bellos

New Gothic Lolitas, Clothing Fair & RFL

I put a lot of work on this two...they seemed to be harder to do than the others, but im pleased with the result. And i started making them cus of the Clothing Fair, that will be openning tomorrow from 26th to the 30...i hope to see you all over there.
And without more to say....

Innocent Dream

I designed this cute loli to raise funds for the RFL, you can find it in the Clothing fair or my two stores or the Block. This is a sweet lolita in pink with details in white, it has a ruffed shirt and a sweater with little skulls as part of the fabric details, includes the little top hat, white gloves, white flexi cuffs, top and flexiskirt. All the money will go to Relay for life. So look for the RFL vendor in the stores and if you like it be kind and donate.



Beautiful lie

Then i have the nemesis of this lolita, the Beautiful lie, this is an elegant gothic lolita in black with details in white and pink, little skulls in white as part of the pattern in the fabric. Socks, little top hat with ribbons and flowers, flexi skirt, flexi cuffs, glitch pants and gloves.



Well off i go to work on more stuffs, i got to finish so much.
Bayis ;D

New Release!! ;D

Woot well i finally got myself to make pictures of this outfits..i really love how they look...the Bewitched Neko has a cute detailed top in paid with studs, pins and belts with a ragged corset in the shirt layer. Then a mesh long undershirt that you can use alone or combined. The flexi skirt is mod and is done with plaid and studs. The set has glitch pants and mesh stockings. I made 6 colors and a fat pack.



Then for us guys The Angel of Death, a set with pants and shirt with belts, studs and bondage rings; plus a set of flexi Wings studded and with bondage rings as well, to finish the look.



The Oscuritate Cloak is flexi and has this red stone as a pin. Then the trapped wrist bands, with little spikes and metalic bucklet.



Later i will post more stuffs cus i have tons more ;D bear with me for a little will ya ^^

Hope you all like them! off i go :)

F*cking copy cats!

Ok this just sucks big time *GROWLS* searching the forums i found this....WTF? i mean....she had the face! to post it in the forums!!!...her quality sucks of course but still she asks 360 L for this OMFG! and she copied even the glitch on my skirt...i mean...the wrong prims i saw later after starting selling it ...she even copied them WTH??? really this makes me want to go slap someone really hard, this is the second time she decived me...bah she is not worth even mentioning her...but i want to get this out of my chest...really sucks!!! Cant you have enough brain to create your own stuffs??!!. I mean ok yeah copy the hat...ok well copy the skirt i didnt invent the prims! BUT YOU COPIED THE WHOLE THING?!?? and ya know i didnt invent the prims but clearly you can see that skirt...i came up with it!...geesh -.-

Of lag...and zeros

I had to learn how to read the sim stats....very interesting tho, so much info there that normally one doesnt know about it. Well i had to cus my sim in icewater...haha "my" hehe..ok yeah in my dreams mine :P well *coughs* not mine but where i live and have the other stores, was doing so bad it was hilarious, and in order to talk to the lindens with facts i looked for the info on this. You could not walk or talk or anything cus the lag was the worst ever you have experienced. And usually the sim is empty, not that it had tons of ppl standing around or lots of scripts running...yeah there are some but its not that bad if you consider i own half of the sim and most of the land is not even used. And there is a lot of plots for sale so they are empty too. So i had called the lindens, i complained several times in the past but i did not get a response. Well yesterday i IMed live help giving them facts and numbers and....finally! one of the lindens went to the sim and checked it for a while, she said..."the sim is not a happy sim"....LMAO hehe that made me choke! Hah we were standing there and the sim kept dying on us LOL. Of course its not a happy sim and i was not a happy camper either! lol. She poofed when i crashed and today when i logged in....sim is all ok woaa super stable and great numbers, i had to check twice woaa :O! It seems they fixed it, how i dont have a clue, maybe they restarted it or something....i dont know. but its working smooooooooooooth like silk now woaaw, now im a happy camper ;D

So the openning of Zona Cero will be very soon, since ppl will be able to actually see whats around. Woot! im still finishing stuffs but the more i finish the more i pull off the openning date so i will just do it and maybe will be this friday ;) wish me luck peeps ^^

off i go :)

Eto....

just look at this...

Weird times

Well this couple past days has been very weird...hah adding to all the SL happening. First monday was a holiday here and my family decided to go have breakfast at this traditional Mexican restaurant very early in the morning, but they never made it, the car broke in the way there, the engine suddenly died. I didnt go cus i was too lazy to get up so early, but i had to get up early anyway cus they called me to go pick my mom and sisters while my dad waited for the tow truck or the wrecker...however is it called, i had to drive there and then bring them back here to the house. My dad got here right after us with the tow truck guy and the car dead. It was 2 hours later of the time they left the house initially. They left in the end, but to a different place.

Later in the evenning my sister decided to go shopping for some stuffs she was needing and on her way back her car got broken too! dead...yeah engine completely dead. My sister called home and my dad went to check on her, using my car, he wanted to push the car himself, but after a few blocks he stopped cus he was tired, the car is automathic duuh, so heavy as hell...hah so my sister calls again home and came to pick me to help push or something, i grabbed a hige pillow i have, some platic bags and some cords and there i go again. I pushed the car with my car. This is the first time i push a car with mine...We got home finally results by the end of the day: 2 cars broken..oooh but!....thats not all, my mom had an accident a couple of days ago a truck hit the mirror on the pilot side and ripped it off and of course it cant be used or driven....so of all the cars we have only mine was ok. When have you heard of 2 cars broken on the same day?? O.o

Well then today there was this wind storm...and it was very very bad, there were ppl dead cus some trees fell over them and car smashed and all kind of bad stuffs :( Here in my house the dust and wind entered by the windows, it was like woaaa wth?? suddenly all cloudy in dust, my dog scared the hell ran to my bedroom and hid under my covers LOL. I was home alone, so you can imagine me running around closing windows, then the power failed and when it came back, 3 hours later, i wanted to watch TV...the TV...dead, caput.....finito...gone...HAH...so now 3 cars broken and the TV. What else can it happen? v.v it was enough bad omen i think but noooo....

SL messed up with me...HAAAAA! niiiiiiice and sooooo unexpected as if i havent had a bad week already!....i got some ones prims in my land, 300 and something prims, bullets mostly or something and i decided to clean and close and set up a time to return things back so this doesnt happen again and BOOM the store, my furniture store, got back almost entirely to my inventory! OOOMG yeah that was so fucking crazy, and i had to rebuild it -.-! Ad to all this that for some stupid reason some ppl, including me, my alt and Nic and many more, cant tp to my store in gemmed some ppl even thought i closed it GAH!, to tp there i have to tp to the next sim (Istar usualy) and then fly back to my store, but then once in my store...i cant tp out of it....WTF?yeah -.- bad omen i tell you...teleporters broken, vendors broken, ppl not getting their merchandise, i cant see others online, not even if im talking with them in IM, like Nic or we dont get each others IMs so we have to use a group IM to talk!...and so on. I wrote on the official Linden blog about that and asked them politly to fix all the bugs for us content creators instead of fixing some idiot stuffs like "the mature option on the search always off on default" and stupid things like that, i was nice...really i was, i asked nicely and they deleted my post o.O! yeah what about that uh? not freedom of speah? -.-!! But strangely even that i have been very stressed with all this and having a very bad week, i am on a good mood, very good mood actually:D But i cant deny that this is a very weird week, im almost wishing it was a dream, am i nuts?

Buuuuuuuut on the good side i got blogged again in SLMen wooo...thanks Ben -bows- really thanks, the utilikilt looks great on you ;) and i got mentioned too in Appearance Mode. You gonna say: eto? why so excited about it? Well im thinking since i am a goth designer and those blogs arent really goth i dont get my stuffs blogged. You can think...well who cares?? not many goth ppl reads them anyway. Im not sure of that but thinking that the majority of the stuffs they write about its "normal" (kinda...since there is a lot of goth stuffs and punk and others) the ppl they are trying to reach is in the most part not goth or punk...but then again, i dont have a clue -AT ALL- about this.

Anyway it was nice, really nice to see my stuffs there :)) Thanks to Sasy for writting about my outfits! ^^

And with all this said and off my chest... im off, its bed time...ciaos all :D

What others comment about Goth1c0?....

Heyas peeps, i got mentioned in the magazine PWND magazine in the neko special, you can find it around in SL, if not send me an IM and i can send you one :) And i got mentioned in SLmen here you can check it too woots...so nice...Ben does this outfit of the day review and gets together shoes, pants, shirts, sweaters, hoodies, hairs, skins, eyes, jewerly, an entire look and he posts the places where he got the stuffs. Veerrry nice, check it :) He posted my necklaces woots!

Ok now on the releasing things..i got stuffs to put up but with all the issues SL is having, i dont want to sell bugged stuffs or...get them to poof from my store or more ppl with problems so i will wait a little longer.

Well...thats all for nows :) ciaos bellos!

PS by the way...i need to learn how to read the stats for the sims...my sim is lagging so bad, the one i live at ;0; it is unbelievable cus there is nothing there..well a club...but it hasnt even openned and its not finished bleh. My luck!!

Big release!

=yawns= ooooomg ok....late post =yawns again= uff i need my bed...but yay new release :D After looong time, i know, i know soooowy! ^^;; ok without adding more, here it is.

again about Lucky Chairs

It seems some ppl took my comment about the lucky chairs in the wrong way or they got md of what i said. So lets me explain this...and for you anonymous poster, next time leave your name so i know who is posting...its very easy to hide behind a post like that...i am giving my opinion and not hiding behind an anonymous comment.

First...i put the lucky chair for my customers, no unfortunately i dont know a lot of how things work in SL, nor i need to know all in SL...so i didnt know of the lucky chairs groups, yes i have been in it for 2 years BUT i dont go out as often as i used, i spend most of my time in my home or plataform working and if you read others blogs im not the only designer that do that. Why? cus i want alone time? my computer does not handle SL as it used...cus im working twisting prims? cus i dont feel like hopping around looking for something to do as i have plenty of work? cus my store has been around 2 years too and to keep up with the others designers i have to create, design and give custome attention 24 hours a day??

Second...what bothered me was this group of ppl that was IN my store with ME standing infront of them explainning this newbie how to live the life in SL without spending a single linden cus many designers give things away for free, no need to wait to buy things in the store, no need to wait for the store to rez even!....I was there hearing all this "Oh you dont need to buy things in the stores, the owners give it for free. And dont feel bad they make enough money from others that do buy theirs stuffs"...HAH now explain me how this ppl are potential consumers of my products?? when they dont stay in my store more than 5 seconds. They sit claim the price and leave plus they think like that... Oh but wait its a way to promote myself? how? explain it to me cus surely my brain doesnt get it. They didnt wait to even rez the floor in my store, they didnt stay more than 5 seconds to see what else i had there, nop...they left or bring someone else another one that waited only 5 seconds the time to takes to sit and claim a price and leave...

And about the bring traffic to my store?...giving away 8 K a day in free things to ppl like that group that do not see how hard and how much time i spend doing things and dont have even enough decency to say those kind of statements in private and rather shove it on my face...no thanks...i prefer to give free things to those that appreciate my work and buy it.

And for chairs hoopers well...you want free things?...now you will have to stay in my store to get them...you like that? no, not many ppl wants to spend 2 hours sitting in a chair to claim a gothic lolita. But for those who give me 2 hours of their time, they will get nice prices...that brings me traffic yeah and they still get outfits for free, i think its a better deal.

My life in SL.....

Today i got an IM, as usual, from someone asking me where i got some hair, another person that didnt take the time to read when they pulled my profile what i say right in the first line -READ MY STORE POLICY BEFORE IMING ME-

I was busy working, when i got this person IM, i stopped for a second and since i quiet dont remember what i used in each of my pictures, i had to look for the picture in my inventory, wait till it loads and then think...what hair is that one?...where i bought it?. I answered the best i could, without being rude and swallowing my annoyance cus yet another person didnt read my profile but my answer was not enough, he kept pushing it...i said i didnt really remember where that hair was from but i was almost sure it was from -insert name of some hair designer- the person said...so you dont remember where you bought that hair?? :X -kei annoyed meter starts to point red- I have 350 hairs more or less! i dont remember all and i stopped buying in a lot of places, i just buy from certain designers, so no i dont remmeber all! and what did this person said? can i tp you to the store you telling me so you point it to me?...NOOOO! im busy working!..

Really, if i go shopping with all of the ppl that asks me this kind of things, i would never have time to design clothes. I used to take ppl to get a goth look, i showed them the best places to get skins, hairs, eyes, tattoos, boots even clothes but not anymore. I dont have time to go shopping myself, i dont have time to update my blog more often, i dont have time to check other blogs nor even hang out with my friends.

What makes me more annoyed is that i have this information, as part of my profile in my store policy, why is that ppl doesnt take the time to read it? i put the info on often frequently asked questions in my store policy, including where i buy my hairs or my skins or my neko bits or boots or eyes...

I am not your personal shopper and im not in any way the sales person of all those others designers where i buy my stuffs...IM them and bug them not me!!

And for all the ones that are reading this and are thinking "ugh what a snotty guy!!" No im not, im a very friendly and approachable person, im just a regular guy that plays SL like most of you but i work too and i need time to concentrate and finish my projects or to have quiet time to snuggle, i need snuggles ;P.

The fact that you buy my stuffs doesnt make me your personal slave, i appreciate inmensily the support i get from ppl buying my stuffs but if you buy them frequently is cus you like them right? and if i spend my time shopping for others then there will not be things to buy in my store and not more pretty pictures to inspire you to get a goth look.

Of shoes and boots

i saw some incredible shoes i want to get! they are from Shiny Things, very nice ones, Oxford is the name i think ~goes shopping~

And btw for all of you that were asking about where i get some of my boots on my ads, well they are from Hearts desires...they are back in SL and they put them up again.

I havent worked much...well worked setting servers for my vendors, that itself takes a lot of time but still i feel im not working, i started a demoness outfit but im stuck on it, and i made part of the necklaces. Hopefully i will be able to take pictures today.

About Zona Cero, well i decided im going to start a blog for it, since i dont want to mix both stores. Might work on it today and the openning i dunno when...im just too scared >.< lol yeah i know silly me.

Well thats all, i cant think of something else to post. Kitty is off to work!

Block Party

So the block party is over and im trying to get my sleeping schedule back to what it used to be, im finding very hard to go to sleep lately. Having insomia sucks tho i can feel my brain struggling to focus and im having headaches bleh, and my typonesse is in major level...sometimes i write a word totally inversed...like found i write dnuof O.o!!, maybe my brain is dying :O!!

But on what was my exclusive, i never thought it was going to be so well recieved. Usually my exclusives sales well but never like this one or the past one. And this necklace was a success, i still cant believe it, tho. PPl is offering me more money to convince me on selling them one :O but well im not, i cnt...so I thought im making something similar but with some changes...dunno how it will affect the acceptance it has have, so we will see.

And this success the necklace had, made me see that ppl really dont connect my name with my brand, a lot asked me if i had a store so they could check my stuffs, most of them arent into goth so of course my brand is not appeleing to them. Thats why Zona Cero is in process of..~think of world in english to put here~ hmmm something lol. I have to work on that. Of course i think that since the necklace and things i have been making for the exclusives were thought to be more open and appeleing for ppl that are not goth as well as the goth ones...has created the confusion. Again i have to fix this but i dont have clue how...





Well im off i have a huge headache and i want a nap
bayis :)

New layout!!

YAY!! i finished the new image for my blog!...Uuff this was difficult ^^

Well my friends *hugs tight* im better... i have not gone to bed since 3 pm yesterday but im not sleepy or tired, i wanted to finish the blog :) because i have something to share. This morning around of 6:00 am part of my family came downstairs to have breakfast and when my dad saw me working on the blog, he asked me what i was up to or what would be my new creation. He is my biggest fan, he always brings me ideas or pictures of things he saw to help me create more stuffs. So i was tying to explain what a blog is to him, and one of my sister told him:

sister>You should do the same as Angel does, dad...while you find a new job.
dad> if it were that simple, many ppl would be doing it, believe me.

It made me smile so big, really it cheered me up and picked me from the floor and back up on my feet. Im about to be 2 yo in SL and when i started, they kept giving me so bad time because of the amount of hours i used to spend in SL. But not anymore and just hearing that they do actually believe on what im doing and in the end in me, made me feel very happy :)

Thats why i wanted to finish the blog because having it done i will celebrate with a release and an openning soon ;)

To all my friends that IMed me...*hugs you all* we all have our problems, dramas, ups and downs, RL or even our moments to be hermits or moodies. I have been like that for at least 3 months. But now that i noticed, i will pop in and IM to say hi :) more often. Maybe one day we can all join in someone's land and work...i know i am with my nose in photoshop more often than any other thing. LOL.

Well with this said, im off to maybe sleep...or have dinner...i cant play with my PSP cus my sister kidnapped it, she is so addicted to this Midnight Club game and she is very good at it, darn!

Ciaos bellos, this kitty has to get some rest of the computer...i think it took me 19 hours making it!!! holly shit! O_O eeeeeep...~dies~

i forgot to mention this BlackRose is not longer working for me. I found her selling freebie skins in my store for 500 L, under my name!!...and in thi subject i want to mention that the only owner of Goth1c0 is me, the only one that is selling stuffs there is me....and all is in prims on the walls around the store, nothing is given using ppl or trading directly with sales ppl...no i dont have sales ppl. The only one that can help you, when she wants to be there is Alloryn Blackthorne, a -friend- im helping. She is the only one that will be there helping ppl or greeting them or inviting them to my group, noone else and she works for tips, so tip her....with this said, im off to work. Ciaos bellos!! ;)

Lucky Chair

Well hey there all....i am trying to put up a new release but RL and other stuffs keep getting in the middle meh (-.-) but im posting today cus want to talk about something that has me mad and sad.

Some time ago, i thought on getting a lucky chair, i have been pondering on this for weeks. Why i wanted it? cus i wanted to give something to my customers...not a freebie for 1 L, not a raffle ball that i think might hit someone near by but not in my store...so i thought a lucky chair with nice prizes in it. So i did. The lucky chair sends me a message when someone claims a prize...i set it at 60 mins....and guess what? i was giving around 50 prizes daily...but the bad part is...very few to my customers, the rest were to ppl that never bought anything in my store. To ppl that came in, claim the prize, then left..not even staying one whole minute in my store!! And some even claimed prizes 3 or 4 times a day sometimes many more...one day, in a row like 10 ppl claimed prizes...with very few minutes between them...so i tped to my store to check what was going on. There was a group of ppl there, i greeted them, asked if i could help them...noone even made the effort to say hi or answer me....but you know what they were saying? they had a newbie there, they were explainning him about the lucky chairs...and infront of my face when i identified myself as the owner of the store...they said without a shame: "We do a search for lucky chairs all around SL, there are some with very nice stuffs. You can get around 20 prizes per day or more if you are lucky...there is no need to spend money or sit to camp for hours to get few L or anything. Check for the freebies, many ppl are giving them away... skins, eyes, hairs, clothes AOs, animations, scripts, houses, wings, attachments, anything you want.....we have a list we can give you, just you need to join our group and help us, liek say you tp to a store and see the lucky chair has a letter that isnt yours, spam the group asking for someone with that letter, then tp him/her there and wait for the next letter, we are all helping each other like that.....HAH!...that made me sooooo angry!!!!...i mean im there, they are taking my HARD work, the things i put up for MY costumers to thank them for buying my stuffs, to show them how i appreciate them for supporting me, so well the lucky chair is gone...until i figure it out how to not get mad for this kind of ppl. At least if you are going to do this, you lazy bastard bums DONT express it infront of the OWNER of the lucky chair!!!!!! geesus...have alittle decency, really....nothing makes me more angry than this kind of ppl, im working my ass off to put things up, im squeezing my brain to make my store and my creations something ppl really want to buy and want to recommend to others, my prices hasnt changed since i openned, even that the land is going up...even that others are charging so expensive for clothes that sucks IMO...i try to keep up making new stuffs, looking for creative stuffs...i dont use the same base of the pants, or tee or tank top or dress i made the last time or i made before to create new ones...i could have tons of stuffs like that, i spend hours and hours making this, looking for tutorials to learn how to make better stuffs...i DONT have a waccom palet to draw like others, i dont have background like others do!... i use my little finger over my track pad on my broken powerbook to draw wrinckles, details and stuffs on my clothes!!!! This is my RL income ppl, call me a loser for it, i dont care...i help my family with this, we are having a very bad time with my dad losing his job...but i am very proud of this and of what i do.

This makes me sad and so angry, ppl that takes advantage so blatantly of the hard work of others....sucks!!


This picture shows what i had in my lucky chair...things that around 80 to 150 L...not my best stuffs but some i liked too...Maybe my mistake was that i put them transfer, maybe my mistake was i put many in it, maybe my mistake was to even put the lucky chair up...i dunno, ~sighs~ i will find another way to thank my customers, to the ones that buy my stuffs and appreciate my work.

Woaaaa!

I forgot to mention ppl...that yesterday Ambeshin Yossarian the owner of Curious Kitties IMed me!!!!!!!!! woaaaaa *jumps ups and down in awe* yeeaaaaah! can you believe it? :O i cant... woaa!!....she was at my store the other day and she said she likes my stuffs and she linked my blog to her website http://morbidia.com!!!!! Woaaa so cool! :))

I have been a fan of her work since i started SL, i have so much of her stuffs, i keep taking ppl there cus it is so cute...i remember her first stores or the first ones i visited...i have everything i can buy that doesnt look so girly...and even some very girly stuffs LOL...her hair pins, her wings, her boots...her kitties for the shouder, some of her hairs, hats, lots of her clothes and lots of her accesories...yeah my friends knows that is one of my favorites places in whole SL...and Hely is there too, my hair goodess *bows*. So yeah!!....go visit Curious Kitties!...you will find some of the stuffs i wear and you all like so much :))


Pd: Forgot to mention...new layout!! what y'all think? i still need to fix some stuffs...but for not knowing HTML, i figured out how to change one freebie i found...still i want to add other stuffs...but im HTML challenged too :PP...see what happens when SL is down and i dont have a way to check the alignment of stuffs im making? lol... damn PC users *shakes fist* you can check them offline...i cant! someone has to make some for mac users really..pweaaaaase!

Pd 2: I have an employee...O.o? *scritch, scritch, scratch* yeah never ever thought i would have one...well now i do...she kinda hired herself...*blinks*...she works for tips... so if you see her at my store, she is very helpful and talkative, her name is BlackRose Hallstorm...be nice to her and TIP her! ;) and NO im not hiring someone else...and NO...noone else can work for tips there...she is official now...sorry...she sneaked in...and its the only one i will let do that! LOL.

Crazy shopper...

Yesterday my sister and me went on a shopping spree(sp?) well there is this big store that is moving so they have like all their inventory with crazy prices. It started a couple days ago and ppl is going nutty buying stuffs cus they have pants like for 2 dollars or jackets for 14...and that is cheap here, very cheap cus they are very good brands well so she wanted to check it and i wanted to see the PSP...because in every single store they have the "get it now pay in 12 or 13 short loans" this to fight the comming of the Wii...that yeah hasnt make it to my country yet, bleh...oh!! but you can buy the games already and all the cool gadgets it has hah but no console yet....bleh again...

So yeah i bought my PSP, with only 2 games one that came with it and the nascar one....they dont have many games to pick from and of course there is a lot i have never heard of bah...now im thinking i should have bought some for my PS2 some i have wanted since long ago hmmm ~considers that~ I saw the PS3...it is....huge...round and huge an shinny....super shinny...i didnt like the design after having the slim PS2...am i a weirdo? i bet ppl will say OMGWTF! you dont know what you talking about!!...yeah im kinda not so updated in consoles and videogames but it looked shinny O.o!...and blame SL for my lack of knowledge in videogames ~takes notes talk mroe of consoles and videogames with others IN SL~ LOL!

Well so back to the shopping thing...my sister went nutty and since i was the one there, i ended up carrying her bag (damn what all they put in there uh? they are so freaking heavy!! i bet she carry stones there....) her jacket and all the things she wanted to try and the ones she was going to -think- on buying and the ones she was buying..i was a walking hanger!...if that word exists ^^;...now today i have my left arm from my neck, my shoulder, my elbow, my wist...HURTING! ooooooooowwwwwww i cant lift my arm ;-; i know i hate to go shopping with them but man yesterday was subreal...owww my arm...my musules ;-;...owww.... everything hurts...i thought i was a crazy shopper but she took the prize!...owwww ;-; someone give me a massage?._.

I am off, i will take some pain pill and a hot shower and...owww i cant even play or anything LOL bleh...never ever go with your sisters shopping...neva man neva!...oh or with your gf if its your case o.o ~thinks on it~ imagine what the straight guys have to suffer if they go with their gf shopping? woaa~~ oOo!...~patpats them~ someone has to invent a better way to carry all those things...really...


Pd: now im editing in Netscape cus...Safari is not compatible with blogger! and firefox is...just stupid....

Update! :))

Here they are woot!...hope you all like it. :))) now i gotta go eat lunch and....sleep @_@ im so sleepy!!

see yas! ;P

Yay i love my graphic card

Gotta love it uh?

catching up and ranting mood

Soooooo....until today im able to blog. I dunno wtf is going on with Firefox and google/blogger....the thing doesnt let me blog in...the..redirecting screen keeps flickering to no end just going blank then showing the logging in window and so on...and today that im having a bad day and wanted to rant was not the exception but i thought....what if i try another browser? and here i am...using Safari...and it actually worked...~shakes fists at Firefox~

Well yeah today has sucked majorly...i had the greatest idea!!.....buying more land in my alt...my account said i could hold 2056 meters...so i bought 2034...and i would be in my same tier...but noooooo...it jumped! to 40 US per month WTF?!!!!! yeah so i am ultra pissed off majorly!!.....really LL needs to make the land use webpage more clear or...easy to use or something...i swear it said i could own 2056 meters thats why i bought more land! cus i was paying a tier for land i didnt have and now for some few meters( around 102) im paying a shit load of money GRRRRRR....well...besides that...my sugar level is at ground level...im feeling very shitty today, sweating cold and shaking...and i didnt want to come rant about this all but im so mad i just want to take it out of my system.

I didnt realize my last post was so long ago. I have been working all day and night it seems, im a total hermit...very few friends IMs me...besides of the ton of IMs i get from costumers during the day...i dont complain, i thank you all for buying my stuffs and i apologize if i seem to be cold, i try to answer the best i can, and not be rude....im just too focused on trying to get things done...but focused as in having 3000 projects going on at the same time...my brain keeps jumping from one to the other non stop....blah! my own fault. And not having really time to come in and deal with Firefox and flickering screens i really didnt tried something different so i let days pass...im sorry. I had lots of weird screens from SL...all the weird things that keeps happening but since i couldnt come in, i didnt share ;P oh well.

On a happier note.....the new store is up, i just need to finish uploading pictures and set them up. Take some pictures of items i am still missing and put them up too...i felt openning with the few i had was not good...still i dont have to much but it doesnt look so empty. Im still deciding the style on my vendors erm furnitures...i suck at that cus i keep changing my mind ^^;; lalala laaaaa lol. On this....I had a hair with a hat sitting on my plataform for days...and a friend told me someone made one 'similar' and if i was still going to sell it...i didnt know Noam made one, (go out of my brain Noam!! :PP) hmm this happens for not finishing the things when i start them, i bought some shitty hair textures...very expensive btw...and i hated how they looked so i left them sitting there i bought a second set of textures...same...shitty too so i let them sit there for days...again my fault i guess, i will still put them up for sale, to much work to let it die really....

I missed sending my xmas gifts i made...omg! i know im such a mess...does anyone know where i can buy 32 hours days? the 24 hours ones seems to not be enough for me lol!

For Goth1c0 i have a huge release...i finally could take pictures...i had a lot of days in SL that the flexi things would look all wild, like not sitting...just floating wildly around my avi...the attachments points looked out of place too, some clothes layers seem to be liking y skin to much too, they just stay there as part of the skin...permanently...so many many skins f*cked now :/ for all this, i couldnt make the pictures, but i can now...what happened? only LL knows.

I hope all of you is having good holidays...mines has been shakey between SL being stupid (how weird hah), my mom and dad very sick, 2 houses here in my street got robbed the past days and i was awake when it happened eeeeeeeep!...0_0!! and to much chocolates and you can notice on my face v_v! blergh ~covers mirror to not break it~...I hope the year ends better tho.

well i ranted...sowwwy ^^;;; i will come with all i have to release in a few :))

PD i have gotten so many many compliments on the dresses, i feel all squirmy and shy ^^;; hehe...thank you all!!, it makes me smile a lot when i get that kind of IMs =^.^= never thought it would be so well recieved....i got pictures of ppl wearing them too, they all look great!! :o..i might put up a board at my store so ppl can share their pictures...So sweet thank you all!! :)))

PD2 sorry i ranted, i promised i was not going to do it...cus i noticed half of my posts are rants....i seem bitchy...which i am not...(i hope o.o!)....so i pormised more happy happy ones and not so many moody ones...sowwy ^^; guys!

:)

light a candle

go now!

Laced Gowns and sexy lingerie

Alrighty im done! yay!!....i got them up :)) but stupid me posted them in the forum but not here.

6 different colors plus the blue i already had. I made this dresses long ago, while i was doing them someone asked if i would add lingerie....so i gave it a try...my first attempt of bra...was a huuuuuuuuge thing...my sisters laughed at me v_v but i fixed it, and i think it looks great ^^;; I have gotten a lot of cmplements on this dress, i never thought ppl would like it so much. It is not my first attempt on this kind of dresses but....it is the first i make flexi, sexy and in so many colors.

Well here they are and a couple of chokers too...

Im working on more chokers, this time with more prim parts and 3 gothic lolitas, the piercings, hmm the shoes, eeep and more stuffs...if SL behaves i will put them soon up too ^^






Pd: if you talk to me in world...spare me the 'd'....it is not longer working in my keyboard so i have to copy/paste it from another sentence and sometimes i just forget. Sorry ^^;;;

Pd2: i bought more memory RAM and my power cord...yay v_v.......... 400US gah!

v_v!!

Ooooooh nooooooes we will have a new update this next Wed!!....when they havent finished fixing the ones from the last one....now...search works but friendlist doesnt, IMs or IMs groups do not........wth??

On another note, after working very very slow due to all that is broken in SL, im about to finish the pictures for the dresses uff hehe was a lot of work. Almost...almost here :))

And i have been thinking this for a while now...i get a lot of notecards during the day, this can be invitations to malls, to collectives, to modeling shows, to sponsor events....offers of new scripted served vendors, offer of vendor space for free in exchange of part of my profits....yeah i can tell you i have recieved some weird ones. Today was not the exception...i got an invite to sponsor a university in SL...whut?? yeah i thought the same...a university that doesnt show on the search...and i dunno what kind of classes they give...Does anybody else gets this kind of notecards? o.o??

Well, i'll go back to finish my pictures. WOOT! yesh im very happy happy kitty!!

Im outta here!

Of Lace and Barbed Wire ;)

So its been said that the grid is under attack and if this is right...no wonder i cant edit my L'Floa Eterna skirts and sleeves, meh its all im missing from this ones, and i wantedto put them out today....well im posting here a picture of the only one i have up for sale...it comes in other 6 colors, all rich and dark, from tabacco to rich dark green or velvety wine, 3 options of tops, sexy lingerie and flexi skirt and sleeves. All in detailed lace and satin.

I have all the pieces of cloths, im just missing the prim parts and i am working slow cus SL is not letting me attach them or rez them out. But they are all looking gorgeous, i love when the textures works in different colors and they dont lose quality or detail when you work with them. Hopefully i will have them out late today. I have been working on some shoes too, from this i have 4 different pairs, but again only been able to take pictures of 1 pair. Was fun making them tho, but difficult to get them to fit right, I think i like making boots better ;P.


I made Yule goth trees too!, yeah i was looking for some trees to decorate my store, the only ones that got near to what i wanted were the x-mas trees Baron Grayson made. As always his work is special, different, gothic and with perfect dark colors. But since i cant put a 45 prims tree in my store, i made my owns and why not...since ppl asked me for them, now they are for sale. They have a barbed wire all around that lights on and changes colors randomly in 3 different colors. I have them physically in my main store and in Club Industry.


I still need to take pictures of the new collection of piercings, this one will be called "The Dark Angel" and will be as "The Black Willow" collection a matching set of several extreme piercings with different attachment points. I made a goth blood vial too, grungy, dark and metalic looking. I still need to name it and take pictures too and some new lace chokers with ribbons and dark stones. Lets hope SL allows me to work on this pictures soon :) chacha!

Im outta here!!

PD....for some reason that i dont unedrstand yet...when you look for goth in the classified my store shows on first place, my traffic today and yesteray has been incredibly busy. Its the only bug i liked from this last update :P! Nyaaaaa!

Nightmare before christmas

Yesterday i was builing what would be the new place for Zona Cero, i was in my plataform over my furniture store and after finishing...a tinny 512x512 building. i linked parts of it and later trying to unlink them i got a weird message....

::Can't create objets in the parcel at 235,31,350 because the parcel owner doesnt allow it::

I didnt understand what was that, i tried again to unlink the wall nothing....then i edited it again and changed textures but i wanted to duplicate the wall and again same message...and then since i had my mini-map up i saw one of my objects was on the border of the sim...wth? i never moved the wall...so i went flying there and found actually a wall...but i couldnt move it...the axes or editing arrows would connect very far away....so i thought another bug...i will relog...i relogged and when i come back i dont see the wall in my building...it was actually out of my parcel in the corner of the sim...i moved it so i could pick it...nothing, again same message. I have to say this parcel i am working at is group owned, but i am one of the owners, the other is Nic, i should not have problems..... I deleted it and worked again and this happened again. So i thought since im up in the sky something is going wrong, i will go to the ground level in my house parcel...since this one is my land not group owned. I picked up the building and went to ground level, when i rezzed it it said it did put it out but i couldnt see anything, so i rezzed it again and nothing...i checked the prim amount...the building...both of them were in the parcel but not where i put them, i spent half an hour flying around looking for them....one part of the building was floating at 350 meters on my neighbors land, duplicated and with missing pieces the rest was in a 512 plot next to the store land...wth?....well...someone told us to uncheck the entry object to all resident and leave the group only one checked...why? because ppl would rez objects outside the land and just drag them inside your land....NEW feature so it doesnt matter that you have building off they can drag stuffs in your land if they rez them out of it.....so yeah of course with the copybot and that, we thought was better to have it off...well it seems the owner cant rez stuffs in the land either, not even with the group tag on....and im wondering if this is how is supposed to work or its a bug...aaaaaah LL how fucked up is SL now really.

Another situation, i went to pay one of my rents and i got a message...i was not allowed in the sim...so i IMed one of the owners/admins and she was wondering if i disturbed somehow someone that banned me i said i never go there unless i have to pay rent (it is a gorean sim) she checked the ban list, i was not in it but still i couldnt come in the sim to pay my rent. ::growls:: All this weekend with the search broken...i had the luck that almost all my rents went due, it was the last 3 days i had to pay most of them and i dont keep LMs, i actually use the search thing!...It was a pain to look for ppl that actually had the LMs...oh but ad to this that somedays my money didnt show up so how to go pay my rents??

Not with out adding that..in some sims my stuffs got returned, by accident...half of the markets got returned or the sims got cleared just cus another bug ....so i had to go set back up like 5 places most of them have the markets floating on the air and...some were missing pieces of floor!...so yeah it has been so fun to play real businness this weekend that whatever you could thing....or imagine as your worst nightmare... actually became real.

Oh without mentioning the teleporting out and end up ruthed or ejected from my working plataform or bouncing on the floor and then fall from it, like if i were wearing this things that makes you jump very high, or poseballs that always acted normal, ejecting you to the air or prim hair stuck up my ass after teleporting....or totally deformed or....missing things from my inventory or...the change of titlers in MY groups for something like A`tüA3, or a new group i never ever joinned!...Or getting IMs days later than ppl actually sent them....editing prims and they poofing from my screen (this happened with the necklace i was making for the block party, and not even relogging would fix it) really...it was a surreal weekend but it is not over yet. Makes me wonder if i havent had problems with my sales, are they showing all? or i have missing sales, as i have missing items and the like?

I need to go pay more rents and finish getting pictures done, struggling with the teleporters, and crash everytime i want to upload a texture. Im beyond madness or frustration. This is something i just need to deal with to be able to work in my stuffs and put them up for sale. I need money to pay for my internet, food and to help my family.... and to get me the parts my computer is needing.

Im outta here.

of pink dogs

I just want to share today this pictures my sister sent me (very low resoultion, they are from a cellphone)...this tinny thing you see is my dog Kamila, the one that most of the times is curled near me or bringing me her toy or chewing on my hands while i play SL, and yes she is wearing a pink tee that says on her back drama queen, one of my sisters thought it was funny and she bought it...lol.

Well just wanted to share a smile with y'all. Now im outta here...gotta sleep some.